Exploring (Dis)Ability and Connecting with the Arts with Jesse Rathgeber

In this interview with Jesse Rathgeber, we discuss what educators should know about (dis)ability culture and research, person-first language vs identity-first language, suggestions for combating ableism through anti-ableist practices, how the arts and CS can come together and learn from each other (great for sharing with arts educators who might be interested in CS), and much more.

  • Welcome back to another episode of the

    CSK8 podcast my name is jared o'leary

    this podcast includes solo episodes

    where i unpack scholarship in relation

    to computer science education

    and episodes where i interview a guest

    or multiple guests

    today's episode is an interview with

    jesse rafgeber who is somebody that i

    met in grad school and have been

    friends and colleagues with ever since

    today's episode centers around two main

    ideas one is on disability research and

    culture and then the other is on

    the potential for connecting with the

    arts in cs education

    so in this podcast we discuss what

    educators can know about disability

    culture and research

    we discuss what person first language is

    in comparison to identity first language

    we also discuss some suggestions for

    combating ableism

    through anti-ableist practices and how

    the arts and cs can come together and

    learn from each other so this episode is

    not only great for cs educators in terms

    of learning more about disability

    culture and research but it's also great

    for sharing with

    arts educators who might be interested

    in learning more about

    cs and the potential for its connections

    with the arts

    now we mentioned many different

    publications podcasts and scholars

    throughout this particular episode and i

    include direct links to all of those

    in the show notes which you can find by

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    nearly 100 podcast episodes and hundreds

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    resources relevant to cs educators and

    researchers

    including a link to bootuppd.org which

    is where i create

    a 100 free coding curriculum for scratch

    and scratch jr

    one quick disclaimer before we begin

    jesse mentions the product sound wave

    but actually meant to mention

    sound beam so just fyi that's the actual

    name of it it's sound beam

    with all that being said we will now

    begin with an introduction by jessie i'm

    jesse rathgiver

    i'm an assistant professor at augustana

    college in rock island illinois

    i specifically do music education

    classes around general music

    i also have an assessment class i'm

    originally from central illinois so i'm

    back here at home i used to be at james

    madison university

    where i helped co-found the center for

    inclusive music engagement

    prior to that i was at arizona state as

    a doc student with

    jared o'leary here so so on your website

    you describe yourself as a maker

    educator researcher with like a hyphen

    in between

    each of those i'm curious can you tell

    me the story behind why you describe

    yourself that way

    the maker aspect or at least the label

    came probably around from

    time of being in arizona right with the

    group of us who were there at the time

    who were all tinkerers right that's what

    i would have called myself beforehand

    from a young age i tinkered i just

    played around with stuff i

    opened up toys and put them back

    together my grandfather had a

    woodworking shop and so i

    learned how to make stuff there and play

    around with things

    i remember actually was going and

    searching for this but i remember when

    we first got our computer in 95 or 96

    it was a windows machine as almost

    everyone who was getting a twitter at

    the time

    and i found out about sound editor and

    so i remember as

    like a sixth grader playing around with

    this cheap microphone i bought at

    officemax

    i'm saying all these things that don't

    exist now it makes me feel super old

    i remember like singing into it and it

    recording and you could

    adjust a couple different things on

    sound editor but you could also

    incorporate

    other tracks and i just got a cd player

    at the same time and all i had was the

    pocahontas soundtrack

    and the forrest gump soundtrack and so i

    made a whole bunch of weird what would

    be called not like remixes

    using that and then i remember redoing a

    lot of them when

    audacity first came out before it was a

    you know fishing

    spyware application as it is now and

    living writing songs

    it pretty much any chance to create was

    always where i

    did better at than other stuff i was

    never very good at

    setting and recreating stuff for someone

    who became a music teacher

    i was had to been the bane of the

    existence of my banded choir directors

    because i just had so little interest in

    recreating stuff

    i'd rather write my own song than

    anything like that so when i

    went into gone to college and went on to

    teaching i was constantly creating and

    tinkering with stuff when especially

    when i was an elementary music teacher

    i was building set design stuffs with

    students i was

    eventually creating concerts with the

    students

    so when i came to asu we're all studying

    about maker

    culture and what it meant to be a maker

    that word finally like made sense to me

    it made sense in a way that

    there was a movement there were other

    people who had that i could never really

    explain it to

    my friends you know the things i was

    really interested in wasn't necessarily

    you know x y and z it was kind of

    creating messing around

    things that would fit under maker and i

    think that like that aspect of

    my life of that kind of make something

    new or

    i'm too you know in a pre-collage kind

    of sense like draw from all the things

    you have

    has just become like central to me as a

    teacher me as a researcher i mean my

    scholarship

    looks like a weird mix between

    phenomenology

    case study narrative work sometimes i do

    a lot of mixed methods stuff my teaching

    is kind of antagonistic to method

    and more about creating pedagogy that is

    in line with

    who you are and who the students are

    that you're working with and so i just

    think that those terms like i've always

    seen myself as a teacher

    educator facilitator sometimes i flip

    between those words

    depending on how i'm feeling in the

    moment the needs of the space

    the aspect of being a scholar or

    researcher has just become

    quintessential

    part of who i have been i mean i write

    but i do that

    because i'm interested i've always been

    kind of curious anyway it's almost as if

    like maker would fit all those two other

    things

    quite easily in my mind because to be a

    teacher you

    often need to create you often need to

    play around with and mess with what

    already exists

    and to be a scholar it's the same way i

    mean the scholars that i

    respect and that i constantly go back to

    have that same kind of zeal of

    playfulness and

    zeal of combining new ideas in different

    ways

    yeah very lifelong kindergarten approach

    mitch resnick and

    very much so yeah i'm curious like so

    you actually started

    dabbling in the intersection of the arts

    and cs before i ever even considered it

    what made you go huh i want to try out

    scratch

    and create something that's music

    related there's another thing that

    happened kind of in early doctoral work

    and i was antagonistic to it

    to be completely honest when you know

    one of our mutual friends isaac nick

    moore and also ryan bledsoe

    showed me scratch and they were building

    video games i was like

    okay and

    at that time i could have grappled the

    idea of okay then we're gonna make a

    soundtrack for it

    but my brain wasn't quite ready with the

    notion that no this by itself could be a

    device a musical experience

    i had volunteered for three years at

    higher octave healing in the rock band

    program

    and we used a lot of colors to signify

    different fret positions the guitars and

    keys had stickers on them

    and i realized that i was having a

    really really hard time

    saying the colors correctly and playing

    and also helping because i was also

    playing guitar and so

    i went home one night and it's like i

    bet i could make a controller

    that i could like just program which

    colors it is and just move

    through and i did i made it out of like

    a spongy board

    like a knee plate for a garden and big

    washers

    and i took it in and that's how i did it

    for a while and then i started

    getting really interested in like well

    wonder if i could create something in

    scratch that

    was interactive with the video aspect of

    it because i'd been really interested in

    not only leap motions a big sound wave

    where you you know you can

    move your hand through a field and it'll

    play different kinds of things well

    sound waves are really expensive

    i mean like thousands of dollars at

    least when i was looking into it last

    and i was like i wonder if i could

    create something that was a facsimile of

    that

    that would work on scratch and so i

    created something that was just like

    i think i called it sound field

    generator that was just random sounds

    that would play over each other and then

    learning that oh well i could easily

    have

    like students or community members

    change the sounds

    i think the thing that really bit me

    that got me super

    into all of this was when i combined

    kind of

    the notion of having something that's

    interactive with the community and also

    something that's tangible like something

    you can hold

    was when a bunch of us created like a

    musical potluck

    okay i remember that yeah we connected

    a bunch of spoons and pie plates to a

    makey makey and then hooked it up to

    ableton and made different sounds and so

    when people were scooping up like

    strawberries out in front of the union

    they could hear these sounds that

    was probably like the big aha moment for

    me of like this actually can be a part

    of who i

    am and who you know contemporary

    students might want to do because

    there's this notion of like

    playing with this stuff it's not

    necessarily learning how to use making

    me

    or learning how to use scratch and

    learning how to use ableton

    for the purpose of learning those things

    but it is to do something cool with it

    do something that made me and made

    others feel part of the musical

    experience i mean then just from there

    it moved on to

    adaptive instruments that's become kind

    of a core part of me as a teacher is

    we often do a lot of projects around

    creating adaptive instruments either

    via case studies versus my least

    favorite way of doing it or with actual

    people that which is my absolute

    favorite way of doing it

    but because the coding the physical

    making of stuff

    becomes this labor of empathy rather

    than this

    intellectual pursuit of coding you learn

    how to code through

    this trial through this challenge i

    think your answer to that question

    is something that cs educators should

    share with their arts colleagues

    it's there's a lot of great nuggets in

    there that

    i think would be very beneficial for

    like the

    not just music education but the arts as

    a whole to see oh this is how somebody

    who's from the arts

    applied and explored et cetera but i'm

    curious in your explorations

    of like these intersections and whatnot

    was there anything that surprised you or

    stood out it was unexpected well i mean

    there's always lots of things unexpected

    right i mean

    just like the pragmatics of day-to-day

    playing with stuff and like

    dealing with changing platforms

    especially when you make tutorials for

    them

    and stuff like that but the things that

    really stand out to me

    have been buy-in or push back

    to be completely honest is there's a

    buy-in when you show people

    things that looked really far outside of

    their normal

    day-to-day lives right so either people

    tend to i mean there's there's lots of

    perspectives but the two perspectives

    that always stick out to me are the ones

    who

    want to buy into it immediately and even

    if they don't grasp

    why they want to buy into it they just

    want to try it out which that's cool but

    it's also problematic right like you

    have to think about

    does this fit within the needs of the

    students there does it fit within the

    needs of you

    how do you tinker with it or the people

    who are just all and out resistant

    and i can see myself having maybe even

    embody that as

    even someone who would have been

    considered more progressive as a music

    teacher

    had i experienced any of this stuff

    around coding

    around computer science integrated

    work earlier i don't know how i would

    have grappled with it right because

    it does like the stuff that i've done

    has really dismantled

    in my mind any sense of hierarchy of

    what music is supposed to sound like

    because it's not necessarily in about

    the end product

    as much as this is the doing of it so

    like to me it's less about

    recording someone performing on one of

    these things that we've created

    as it is someone actually creating

    something and if it sounds

    bad to me i don't really care because if

    it makes sense

    to that person and it's meaningful to

    that person that's pretty awesome it's a

    great place to start

    so yeah those two perspectives are

    always interesting to me then you have

    people who do buy into it but do them

    really

    like the thoughtful work like what i

    tend to feel like i here i am i'm making

    the things that i would do sound like

    they're the right things

    they're not but the thing that makes

    sense like that being more

    thoughtful and critical so i've got a

    colleague named abby blair

    and abby saw one of the earlier tech

    based things that i had done

    at illinois music educators conference

    and abby is a teacher up in the chicago

    suburbs and

    she immediately wanted to apply some of

    these things and she

    was really critical and thoughtful about

    how she integrated she was a very like

    dwarf inspired but not like not or

    beholdened

    classroom and she started finding ways

    to play around with making makeys and

    coding

    in her classrooms and she would share

    things with me according to him i would

    try something new she'd be like well

    what about this and she'd always add to

    it finding people who do that thing

    that the more critical kind of thing is

    interesting and i'm always

    stoked about that because that adds a

    back and forth

    of we created something have here can i

    show you

    mine instead of the people who just are

    just straight adopters again which is it

    oftentimes you adopt something you

    figure it out and

    then you can unpack it but like yeah

    that's cool like i showed you that two

    years ago

    like i'd love to see something different

    show me how you're playing around with

    it maybe that's judgey on my part

    it's definitely one of those things like

    that can be tricky to respond to

    because you don't want to just be

    flippant just like people who are really

    anti-adopting things other things that

    stand out to me

    the collaborations that these things

    open up so i was lucky enough that

    my second or third year at country

    meadows elementary school

    in long grove illinois which is where i

    had taught before i did my doctoral work

    we had a brand new tech coach and we

    were starting to move away from having a

    tech teacher into the coach position

    and i had this wonderful guy named bob

    handrahan who is now a principal

    actually in the same district

    and bob hung out in my room a lot when

    people weren't asking for

    coaching he would just hang out in my

    room in fact the drum sets that are

    still

    in that room i think in that classroom

    were his he donated them

    and bob would like i would try to figure

    something out and he'd be like hold on

    one second i think i can figure this out

    we had once had these students who

    and this is going a little bit further

    away into just tech in general but like

    we're doing recorders right and many

    people use

    recorder karate or other kinds of

    behavioralist things

    and i did as well but i made it so that

    it was unending belts

    so people could just keep pushing and i

    found that there's a lot less

    competition but

    students didn't want to just test in

    class they wanted to be able to send us

    stuff

    which in 2011 that wasn't easy

    and so i remember bob he was in there he

    found out about 20 minutes after the

    student

    suggested it we'd figured out a way of

    doing it we did an 80s concert

    and the art teacher really wanted to do

    something in the background of the

    concert like some backgrounds that were

    not just like

    picture backgrounds but like

    movement-based backgrounds and so she

    decided she was going to do something

    with is it keith herring

    the artist from the 80s who did all the

    dance

    kind of form people 80s and early 90s so

    bob found a way to have them animate

    these kinds of structures and we created

    them in the background

    and so the kids were in art class

    learning basic

    computer animation effects that they

    were connecting to the music

    stuff that we were doing and then when

    the parents saw it it was just a

    it was this aha but like because bob was

    there

    bob made a connection between myself and

    the art teacher

    to do something new that we would never

    have done and i think that that's what i

    found consistently

    about exploring the kind of

    intersections of

    art and technology or specifically

    computer science it just opens up a lot

    of

    opportunities like a former colleague at

    jmu that he and i and dave stringham are

    trying to

    figure out a way of facilitating ukulele

    jams around the country asynchronously

    in allowing for social connections

    again something that wouldn't have

    happened had i just stayed really well

    within my boundaries

    those are the things that probably stand

    out the most to me so i've

    only dabbled a little bit in like

    disabilities research and whatnot i'm

    curious

    because you have a much more extensive

    background and experience with it

    what do you wish more people understood

    about disability research

    that it just like disability itself and

    the experiences of disabled people slash

    people with disabilities

    is way more complicated than that they

    probably assume to that kind of end

    like disability studies based research

    is kind of where

    most of my stuff resides is not about

    special education and it's not about

    finding specific

    treatments or specific adaptations based

    on specific diagnoses

    at least the stuff that i'm doing is a

    lot more about what is the experience of

    being disabled

    to be in this identity and lived

    experience place what does it mean

    to disable how do we create disabling

    structures and institutions and

    practices that we may not

    intentionally want to be harmful

    that notion that things are way more

    complex i think it's probably the most

    important thing because like

    i think about diagnosis so many times

    especially music educators i can only

    speak from that because of the students

    and the folks in the world that i tend

    to speak to can get really wrapped up in

    worrying about the diagnosis rather than

    meeting the child

    because the sense of need for

    medicalized expertise

    well this person has down syndrome so i

    need to know all the things about

    down syndrome that's a part of some of

    this stuff but like

    what dylan is doing in class and who

    dylan is wanting to be and their and

    dylan's goals matter

    almost actually i would easily say more

    they matter significantly more than that

    diagnosis

    now if that diagnosis matters to dylan

    then you need to understand the identity

    aspect of it

    but just knowing that children with down

    syndrome

    tend to have on larger hearts that

    doesn't do anything for you and it can

    get people

    to move away from meeting people it can

    cause teachers to see

    cases rather than people cases that they

    need to treat

    whether it be treat through remediation

    or accommodations it can just really

    quickly dissolve

    the real teacher-student relationship

    or just human-human relationship that in

    a classroom i think is essential to

    kind of the liberatory that martin

    erbach had talked about and so many of

    the other people you've had on here have

    talked about

    that communication that relationship i

    think that sometimes

    a misunderstanding of the complexity of

    disability and her over reliance on

    medicalized expertise

    can be the biggest impediment to having

    a real relationship

    and everything for me falls from that

    relationship

    yeah that actually i just had an aha

    moment

    where i don't know what a few years ago

    you wrote a paper when you were

    describing the participants in it it was

    the most beautiful narrative

    i've ever heard ever read in any paper

    and i'm not just

    giving you that praise because you're

    here like i genuinely mean that like

    when i read through it i was like wow

    they didn't just describe like

    and bob who has down syndrome it was and

    bob who is really interested in sports

    and loves to

    like saying rock music as loud as

    possible like it was a very

    rich description and it was very

    humanizing which is often

    like the opposite of what tends to

    happen in disability research is very

    dehumanizing

    which when you first started talking the

    way that you phrased it was like

    disabled person slash people with

    disabilities like

    you were very careful with your phrasing

    of that i'm wondering if you could talk

    a little bit about

    that debate about the language around

    what i just mentioned certainly well

    number one thank you that really means a

    lot to hear that

    finding ways in general to describe

    people

    is way harder than i think anyone ever

    discusses

    yeah right i'm surprised i didn't say

    this when i was describing myself but

    like i'm bipolar

    and so like that's a pretty important

    part of my identity

    but that doesn't mean that i know all

    disabilities right and so like i'm

    describing people whose

    lived experiences embodiment and

    mindment

    are not mine so i can't know how they

    would say i can ask them which is what i

    tend to do

    and i tend to try to replicate that as

    much as possible but to try to parse out

    the complexity of it is really important

    now when i use disabled person persons

    with disabilities

    that's kind of my somewhat non-committal

    way of dealing with the

    person first versus identity first kind

    of controversy

    so the person first language which is

    now like the

    main language in educational law and

    educational policy

    is the notion of like it's a person with

    a disability so the person is always

    first

    this thing falls through when you start

    using any other identity category

    because we would never say like a person

    with

    female i mean you could say a person

    with female genitalia that's really

    strange

    you know what why would you need to know

    that or a person with blackness or a

    person with african-american heritage

    like

    you don't often hear those kinds of

    things so that falls apart in that and

    that person first was actually

    originally suggested because people were

    using a lot of other really dehumanizing

    language right like handicapped cripples

    and they were using these things as

    nouns instead of descriptors

    so it became really common in fact

    somewhere in my dissertation i

    found one of the professional journals

    that said like no we're going to use

    this language from now on

    the issue is is that not everyone buys

    into that language

    because many people in the disability

    studies or disability community

    as like a body of political ideology

    political body

    say well but that's kind of really like

    i don't carry my bipolar disorder around

    in a bag with me

    like it's in me it's me i can't parse

    that out

    and so a lot of them especially moving

    out of the disability civil rights

    movement

    really embrace the notion of identity

    based

    so disabled i'm a disabled person and

    from a disability studies perspective

    that means i'm a person who lives within

    a

    state where my body and mind somehow do

    not fit within the social expectations

    of who i am and because of that

    not who i am but who people are and

    because of that i am disabled because

    the

    social setting is not set up for me it

    keeps me out

    when i was working on one of my first

    publications actually

    the chapter i wrote with adam bell we

    were trying to deal with this

    and like i really uncomfortable about

    telling anyone

    how they need to identify i tend to use

    identity first

    when i'm talking about myself or when

    i'm talking about theoretical

    things i tend to use person first

    slightly when i'm talking educationally

    although the students do know that i

    tend to bring this up this notion of

    the parsing out of the different verbage

    but really i default to whatever the

    person actually wants to be called

    because it's so much easier just to ask

    them yeah

    so i tend to try to be really careful at

    least once or twice to use this

    big complex thing because it does

    require people to slow down their

    thinking

    and again if we think about disability

    as more complex it should require more

    thinking and so

    i remember the first editors were first

    reading that adam and i

    they're like well this is really long

    and complex to hit even when you just

    use the letters and it's like that's the

    point

    and i guess it's just the notion that

    again things are more complex than we

    realize

    there isn't one settled term and it's

    the worst thing that any of us can do

    any person is to when someone is telling

    you

    how they want to be identified is to go

    well that's not how you say that

    it's different when you make a mistake

    right it's different when you use a

    different term because

    you messed up and you correct those

    mistakes but it's completely different

    like if you go on

    twitter there are sometimes

    conversations especially in the hashtag

    actually autistic community where there

    are people

    and there are scholars who are

    complaining to these people who have

    very specific lived experiences that

    they do not get to name their experience

    and that to me is like

    number one hypocrisy number two it is a

    definition of oppressiveness that is

    your worldview doesn't matter

    mine does my power matters my

    perspective matters my way of

    identifying

    you matters my voice matters my

    embodiment matters my

    mind matters i consistently try to

    remind students

    and anyone i work with that this thing's

    way more complex and so the first thing

    you should do is find out what people

    actually want to be called

    it's become actually a lot easier that

    conversation is less stressful since

    people have been using pronouns and

    their identification

    because pronoun identification has

    forced people to slow down

    and force them to not center their

    subjectivity

    and specifically you know any kind of

    notion of binary subjectivity

    so now students are like oh yeah why

    wouldn't you just ask them

    but like had you told me that as an

    undergrad i would have been like but

    what am i supposed to say before then

    you know such a concern of what do i say

    right now

    and so much of it is things are way more

    complex than you realize

    so how about you get to know the person

    before you make those decisions and

    you're just always going to have to wait

    your comfort of being prepared does not

    trump

    the personhood of the people that you're

    working with and for a very concrete

    like an example of

    like person first would be like a child

    with autism as opposed to saying an

    autistic child etc and what i

    am wondering out loud is there might be

    some people who would be listening

    like yeah but the intent is what matters

    and what i'm trying to just

    say is i'm trying to identify somebody

    you're over analyzing language

    which yes i do that like that was my

    dissertation

    you also do that you you think very hard

    about your language

    but there are terms within disability

    scholarship in particular that are

    important to know like tiny timing

    or supercrip if you're unfamiliar with

    those you should look them up but

    there's also the

    hidden unconscious biases and

    problems or isms that come with the

    things that

    are said but are unsaid or implied

    and so i'm curious if you can kind of

    unpack the label for that which is

    ableism

    and what the opposite of that is with

    anti-ableism or

    non-us listeners disableism is often

    used in the uk specifically in other

    european nations

    they mean similar things but not exactly

    the same but

    their difference would require way more

    than this podcast

    but in some respects you can't

    understand them similarly so simi linton

    who in 1998 wrote a really

    a monumental book called claiming

    disability talks a lot about disabled

    identity

    and also ableism and linton says ableism

    includes the idea that a person's

    abilities or characteristics

    are determined by disability or that

    people with disabilities

    as a group are inferior to non-disabled

    persons

    so just like in race and racism

    often when we think about racism we

    think about the notion of white

    supremacy based

    racism which is really the thing that

    we're talking about right where you know

    one positionality is seen as higher than

    another right so like

    being white versus being black in

    disability it's similar

    it's the non-disabled person being held

    above the disabled person

    and this is a nice language thing like i

    tend to use non-disabled because i don't

    like the word typical

    i don't like the words normal and i like

    to center marginalized

    positions as much as possible and so

    saying non-disabled

    in this situation is linton's way of

    pushing the center into disability and

    making

    people who are often seen as being on

    the inside

    become outsiders in this conversation

    another really great thing i think this

    comes from campbell

    said from the moment a child is born she

    emerges into a world that she receives

    messages

    that to be disabled is to be less than a

    world where disability may be tolerated

    but in the final instance it is

    inherently negative we

    are all regardless of our subject

    positions shaped

    and formed by the politics of ableism

    this thing impacts all of us and

    there's a notion of internalized ableism

    which is often

    seen in conversations with disabled folk

    with disabilities who

    are almost policing each other or

    suggesting very non-disabled

    centric ideas onto others the notion

    that oh you know what if you can't do it

    you shouldn't ask the world to

    accommodate you because the world's not

    going to do that so just get the deal

    with your own position

    even when the accommodation is like what

    if we had ramps

    what if we had asl interpreters like

    those are easy enough

    solutions that these shouldn't be

    discussions but like so

    if ableism is this negation of

    disability and personhood of

    folk with disabilities anti-ableism is

    kind of a it's relatively newish i know

    that

    there's only a few references to this

    specific word formation in the

    literature

    it's essentially an intentional

    act of dismantling ableism it is not

    being inclusive in fact in disability

    circles the notion of being inclusive

    has often been seen as a good enough

    stance but really what disabled folk and

    people with disabilities often want are

    not just inclusion but full

    actualization and that might require

    dismantling policies or physical

    situations or

    practices that put the non-disabled

    person as central

    and no other bodies and minds as being

    possible what's important though is that

    anti-ableism just like

    many of these antis like anti-racism

    does not swap the marginalized category

    with the powered category

    that's not the intent of any of this

    stuff it's meant to

    say that all these ways of being and

    perceiving and

    doing are valid are valued

    and can add to the complexity of human

    experience

    and non-human experience so like for me

    at least in my work i've used a lot of

    notions of by martin buber

    philosopher one of his not necessarily

    students but someone writing alongside

    his stuff named kramer

    who talked about the inclusive mindset

    which is this notion of

    knowing people so well that their

    personhood is almost manifest in your

    consciousness so that you can really

    draw on

    complex thoughts rather than just your

    own assumptions

    and so some of the things that i

    borrowed from cramer through my

    dissertation talked about as being

    core of anti-ableist is this notion of

    building relationships

    first right i would never tell someone

    to not look at

    a iep but i can say that sometimes

    looking at an iep and only concerning

    the iep and never really developing a

    relationship with that person before

    making plans

    is really problematic because it does

    dehumanize and it loses their chance to

    be part of

    your consciousness too this notion of

    concrete representation

    really having a deep sense of who we are

    and a deep sense of who people can be

    out in the community so this could be

    just getting to know people really well

    in their eccentricities it could be

    representing lots of things in your

    classroom so if you're a

    music teacher not just picking

    non-disabled folk

    to highlight also encouraging

    reciprocity this notion that

    we should have reciprocal relationships

    all of us it shouldn't just be

    a service or a caring to relationship a

    one directional thing we should find

    ways of learning and drawing from each

    other

    creating sustaining openness so that we

    can actually say when problems are

    bothering us like

    in some respects we often draw on

    other disability like like medicalized

    expertise

    because we either don't know how to

    communicate with people

    or we feel really uncomfortable

    communicating but this suggests that we

    need to kind of lose those

    feelings of discomfort to be actually

    open so that

    students can say hold on this is

    actually really tough for me and i can't

    do this now

    because that might not be fully realized

    in an iep

    right or hold on i don't want to do that

    like one of the things that students

    here at augie caught on when we had our

    disability

    studies in music education symposium was

    the notion that

    accommodations are great but if they're

    forced upon someone

    they're no more empowering than doing

    nothing sometimes

    and so having this openness of being

    able to say no or yes

    in my dissertation work the number one

    theme

    of so many of the participants was i

    just want to be able to self-accommodate

    i want to personalize this myself i want

    to

    create a new way of inputting this data

    i want to find a new way of fingering

    that

    i want to find a new way of representing

    this and allowing folks

    that personhood and that sense of agency

    and then

    developing some sense of trust through

    that right actually trusting each other

    when we say like no i'm just too tired

    for this

    isn't like a call of being laziness it's

    just like i'm fatigued and i have to

    deal with that

    and then finally just going back to this

    notion of concreteness is this

    more representation right representing

    not only disabled people but the

    processes

    that disabled folks and folks with

    disabilities might be using

    as normal right so like as a normal

    expression of human diversity

    so that could be when we're talking

    about instruments

    showing the accommodative versions of

    the instruments from the get-go

    not making them some secret thing or

    treating instruments that can do

    multiple things as being pretty cool

    like what if a student learned flute and

    all of a sudden couldn't use their mouth

    and jaw

    what do they do well i mean like a

    digital input kind of thing is a

    different approach to it but it still

    were

    if that's what they want to do so

    showing that there's these different

    representations these different

    approaches different options

    i think beyond those specific kinds of

    things i think about the breadth of

    teachers really probably need to embrace

    the notion that disability is just more

    complex

    and identity is more complex than we

    often know

    i think about alex lubit who's a

    musicologist and composer at university

    of

    minnesota wrote a book where he talks

    about the social confluence

    model of disability which is the notion

    that our identity

    and our embodiedness the extent to which

    is seen as being disabled

    changes radically with time space and

    activity

    and to know that is to me is super

    freeing and also super challenging

    because it makes me realize that when a

    kid comes in to a classroom that i'm

    working in

    and they're struggling i can't just

    brush it off

    as being perhaps their disability not

    that i would want to do that but

    i have to notice that okay how are they

    doing the last class what was working in

    those last classes

    what about this space or maybe in this

    space they're feeling very

    empowered or actualized how can i help

    other people realize

    and help this person be able to advocate

    for themselves those things to me

    are really central to breaking down

    ableism

    in the classroom i think you can expand

    this beyond i mean

    being active at school board meetings

    being active at any kind of place that

    policy is written in and asking

    how is disability included or not and

    why looking into books and reading into

    the books and noticing when disability

    is left out

    and why it's left out or why it's used

    and when and why it's used just becoming

    more critical

    it doesn't necessarily mean like uh oh

    this

    movie has a really bad representation i

    should never watch it and i have to like

    beat myself up for watching it well

    that's not the point the point is

    to sit there and go why is this and why

    did before

    why did i get such joy out of this you

    know

    why is this problematic what can i do

    about it like just being conscious some

    respects it's becoming more

    uncomfortable

    right consistently becoming more

    uncomfortable with certainty

    that is freeing in some respects and

    allows you to see the people around you

    and actually engage with the people

    around you knowing that you don't have

    to have all the expertise

    if anti-ableist pedagogy is to ableism

    as

    anti-racist pedagogy is to racism i

    see many great examples that you just

    gave for

    educators who want to learn more about

    this or ways that they can explore

    anti-ableist practices but

    getting to the idea of a person is not a

    label

    especially not a medical label that is

    applied how

    do you recommend that people understand

    and kind of uncover those ableist

    assumptions that they might have

    so for example when i did the podcast

    with andreas stefik like

    we were talking about people without

    sight or blind individuals and some of

    the ableist assumptions that would come

    with that

    would be oh well they can't program

    because they can't see the screen

    so how would they become a computer

    programmer but how would you recommend

    people kind of uncover some of those

    ableist assumptions

    i mean one of them is just to actually

    talk to people

    who've lived these experiences so

    remembering that

    one person with a disability is one

    person with disability one person who's

    disabled is one person who's disabled

    in the autistic community there's this

    notion that if you've met one person

    with autism you've met one person with

    autism

    so like no one can be the gatekeeper for

    an entire

    embodiment or diagnosis because these

    things don't function that way right

    but finding some people if you are

    non-disabled finding some disabled

    colleagues or friends

    to chat with that would be some stuff

    but also knowing that their job is not

    to teach you

    so you have to like you should never go

    into a relationship

    with that intent but like having

    conversations

    it's useful to look at research look at

    who's talking about these things

    i think about one of the ways i

    connected earlier on in

    my career with people who are thinking

    about similar-ish stuff was number one

    joe obrama published an article that

    said the social model of disability in

    music educators journal

    that told me that i could talk to joe

    because i wasn't knowing that that word

    was something or like i read something

    and i realized that like adam patrick

    bell was someone that i could contact

    and actually talk to

    and they would be able to point me in

    the right direction for resources

    in some respects that's the connection

    here is finding resources yeah

    if we're talking about specifically

    controllers or

    things that there is an identifiable

    creator like you can't talk to sax

    right like you can't email him he's been

    dead for a while all right

    but like you can email the team at

    apple that does garageband and ask them

    about their accessibility

    you could ask them about how do screen

    readers work i mean you're going to

    develop your

    language and the things you're going to

    become

    more conscious about through engaging i

    mean you can buy

    or engage with really simple disability

    studies introductions like i've got one

    next to me because i'm using a project

    called disability studies a student's

    guide by colin cameron

    it's a really short kind of thing those

    things would give you ideas

    for where to go next we live in a time

    when youtube exists

    and there are plenty of if you type in

    disabled

    and something and critique you could

    probably find it

    so that's helpful to me in the same kind

    of respect even if it's not about your

    field

    finding any time that disabled folk or

    folk with disabilities are talking about

    their lives

    using this so alice long has a book

    called disability visibility

    and it's stories of disabled folk read

    things like that their stories which is

    really really fun

    in some respects right because you can

    actually get a sense of these things

    through lived experience rather than

    through like dissected analysis

    use social media if that's the kind of

    person you are

    and like twitter actually autistica

    is a really helpful feed to me because

    it's often people talking about stuff

    that i would never have thought of

    because i don't live

    in that same kind of body or mind like i

    remember when cognitive behavioral

    therapy

    first was starting to become critiqued

    in more public spaces

    well the actual autistic community have

    a lot to say about that

    finding that stuff out i mean you can

    just as simple as as you're starting to

    grow your

    consciousness about things that related

    to disability take

    a word and search it in one of the

    social media feeds just see how that

    word comes up

    see if there's been debate about it

    looking into professional

    and scholarly work is also really

    helpful like whatever field you're in

    i'm sure there's some kind of

    publication and

    it either has spoken about these things

    or not and if it hasn't then you should

    be one of those people who requests

    a commentary on it if you are in

    computer science and you don't think

    that they've talked enough about

    disability studies based notions of

    education

    you need to be the one who asks for it

    it's unexhaustible the options you have

    right

    but i would also say like don't just

    limit yourself to

    things about disability because things

    about race

    and disability are hyper-connected

    things about

    ethnicity and race and disability are

    hyper-connected especially in education

    so like if you look in the history of

    special education a lot of it

    came about to deal with people whose

    body minds did not fit the

    english-speaking white expectations of

    schools

    right and that's not a critique on

    special educators that are out there

    i don't want that to be seen as that but

    we look at the history of things

    finding that out makes you go okay so if

    i study a little bit more about

    anti-racism i bet i'm gonna probably

    also get a broader understanding of

    anti-oppressive education right which i

    mean at least in

    my experience that's how it's been like

    when i look at this i think about race

    and then i think about

    other intersections of oppression and it

    makes me go okay what would the analog

    be for

    disability in this situation okay well

    what that would look like if i plugged

    it into

    computer science i think the last little

    thing is just have conversations

    with your colleagues about this stuff

    yep and don't let it get pushed off

    it's not okay to have a conversation

    about disability that is just

    that kid has adhd and they're really

    hyper and

    that's all we're going to talk about

    disability no like talk about

    accessibility and

    equity for disabled folk and folk with

    disability like

    talk about how can this thing be

    perceived and

    manipulated visually how can it be done

    orally how can it be done

    kinesthetically how can it be done just

    about any other ways that we proceed

    and can articulate information and it's

    not good enough to just do

    one you need to have multiple and so

    talking to your colleagues about ways to

    create

    multiple lines of access does a lot for

    everyone it does a lot for broad notion

    of diversity of thinking and

    embodiment it does a lot about helping

    you think through

    multiplicity of teaching strategies and

    it starts good conversations

    yeah and for anyone who's interested so

    some people that you could look into for

    cs education

    might be like andre steffek who i

    mentioned the podcast that i did with

    him

    but also like richard ladner my israel

    todd lash so these are all individuals

    who are discussing this and i'll include

    some more in the show notes so you can

    all check that out

    so thinking broadly back to where we

    were

    like at the start of this conversation

    so like your intersections and

    experiences with

    cs and the arts is an interesting topic

    to explore

    what i'm curious is if you could share

    some of the ideas

    of what practitioners and scholars

    etc in both fields could kind of learn

    from each other

    the worst thing i've found in my life is

    when i put up a wall

    to cordon off certain kinds of thinking

    or certain kinds of doing or even person

    itself

    it impoverishes me as much as it also

    impoverishes the experience

    around us so like i know that many arts

    educators can feel marginalized in

    school spaces

    there are actual reasons for that and

    there are imagined reasons for that we

    won't get into that right here

    i've seen arts educators be leery of

    computer science educators

    because often there may be concern that

    they're going to take over the time and

    space that i have

    well my thought is number one don't be

    antagonistic because it's not that

    person's

    choice it's not like if bob if he had

    been a you know tech teacher

    specifically teaching coding

    he and i we couldn't have been

    antagonistic to each other we could have

    been but there would be no reason for it

    because he

    like literally doing the job he's been

    hired to do it's more of an

    administrative kind of thing so having a

    conversation with administrator

    i would say just finding any chance to

    collaborate

    is going to give you chances to make

    from artistic standpoint

    maybe new ways to express artistic ideas

    right so even if you're thinking from a

    formalist kind of standpoint right

    like the elements like there are ways to

    express the elements of art

    that are also coded and also like

    thinking about i think about things as

    codes anymore i mean like i remember

    as i didn't mention this but like as a

    little kid when we first got the

    internet

    gosh that seemed so long ago i went to

    barnes noble and

    bought this huge book of html code

    because to make a website you had to

    know

    some kind of html code and i remember

    coding my first website and i think it

    was a review of the phantom menace

    which of course i'd have to be that guy

    right

    but i now think about what are the codes

    or at least the repetitions

    in art that exist because of that

    structure right

    that's more of a metaphorical notion but

    i also think you could do that same kind

    of metaphorical way of understanding

    computer science i mean like i know

    there is a notion of the elegant code

    i know i've heard people talk about that

    well what makes it elegant

    right like it's often only because it

    doesn't have extra stuff right it has

    just its bare essentials

    it also has this certain kind of

    different aesthetic like why not

    discuss things that are about computers

    using the same

    artistic phrases and metaphors that we

    use i mean those are ways that we can

    share

    language and then broaden our language

    other things i think they would get out

    of

    these kind of collaborations or these

    intersections i mean for me

    there's also this notion of just less

    boredom of repeating the same thing over

    and over again

    and there's a worry of like oh i'm now

    gonna have to learn all this stuff

    it's like well i mean if you're

    collaborating with a colleague

    like they're gonna probably take care of

    that stuff you're probably gonna learn

    incidentally

    about this stuff so like you need to not

    worry about that because that's that

    whole like

    expert mindset thing that i know you

    have quite a

    theoretic conversation around of like we

    need to bust down this notion that

    we can be experts in everything or the

    experts in general

    but like just noticing like i've got

    some ideas that i can bring

    and they can have some ideas to me

    though

    probably the biggest thing is that we're

    talking about kids

    education and their lives right and

    humans education in their lives

    right we owe it i think to

    the people that we get the opportunity

    to get paid to work with

    to show them the way that the things fit

    together

    instead of just showing the these

    isolated disciplines

    and showing them the ways that they can

    prep for

    xyz job or xyz next class

    like i remember leaving like sixth grade

    and

    thinking i knew a whole lot of stuff i

    mean i didn't think specifically about

    all this stuff but i don't actually

    remember

    knowing how any of it fit together like

    i didn't know how writing an essay fit

    together with reading

    a book about the civil war those didn't

    make sense to me why i was learning

    these things together or

    how music class fit into any of this

    stuff or even when we had computer class

    like we played a whole lot of oregon

    trail and otter lake

    i learned how to use the hardware

    but like if we can even these two areas

    that are seen

    to be somehow so disparate or so

    disconnected if we can come together and

    show

    how these things make holistic things in

    people's lives

    then just about everyone else in the

    school can too and like

    often at least for me my partnerships

    with other areas

    art and computer science as well as in

    the writing the teachers were teaching

    my music class became the center of the

    school for months on end when we were

    doing big projects

    it's not because of power that was cool

    it was cool because there were kids

    coming to school and working

    chunks of their day to do something they

    thought was really neat

    and that all came together any chance

    that we can give

    more opportunities for that we should go

    for you've mentioned

    many things that could be holding back

    either individuals or

    like the field etc or very least things

    that we need to consider but if

    i were able to grant a magic wand and

    you could change one thing

    what would that thing be that you would

    want to change well i'm going to go

    radical then

    i would probably dissolve discipline

    specific classes

    i would create an education experience

    where

    students could create their own projects

    where teachers could create projects

    where we would learn all the same

    somewhat like the basics that we need to

    learn

    that you would be expected to learn so

    that you could carry on but that

    isn't just going to music class for 30

    minutes every other day

    or every other week you know it's

    actually that like music could

    ingrained into freaking everything right

    like

    arts could be integrated into everything

    if we are doing things in

    these broad project-based things i also

    get to collaborate with my colleagues in

    a way that i never was able to

    i mean like we were a very collaborative

    school but i could imagine

    had that not been the case how isolated

    i would have felt at the end of the

    hallway

    and getting rid of some of these things

    i think would change a lot number one it

    would change a lot of the chances for

    collaboration because we have it

    going back to disability it would

    require accommodation to be the central

    aspect of the teachers do

    is accommodating the needs and the

    specific interest of

    students if it's in a project-based

    space where everyone's operating that

    way

    you can't not do that because there

    isn't a specific

    objective criteria of what this success

    is in this

    that has some problems and there's

    definitely things that would have to

    be figured out but to me that would

    probably be the biggest thing i think

    that sometimes disciplinary

    boundaries do way more to

    separate people not just ideas but

    people and ways of doing things

    then they are often worth and if that

    sounds too radical for people i'll

    include a link to

    the sudbury schools which is a model

    that does that and like

    literally the kindergartners get a vote

    on like budget

    concerns with the same amount of weight

    as the so-called staff members etc so

    like

    i highly recommend checking it out i'll

    make sure to include a link to that so

    it's not as radical as that sounds

    it's possible it's such a possible kind

    of thing

    even if that was like the inspirational

    goal

    any work that you did between where

    we're at and there i think would make

    a school more interesting engaging than

    it might otherwise

    yeah so you had mentioned like some

    experiences with bipolar

    i have mentioned on this podcast with my

    experiences with depression and

    suicidality and whatnot

    and then you and i one on one have had

    many conversations about mental health

    over the years

    i'm curious if you could share some

    of the advice or things that you do

    to try and stave off like the burnout

    that can come with

    working in education especially working

    as a researcher in education

    the thing that i probably should have

    learned earlier on is that having some

    way to separate

    my work thoughts even if it's not just a

    work life

    like and it's never going to be 100

    balanced all the time in fact that's not

    how balance works

    right but it's the notion of being

    conscious

    of having time to unplug and having time

    to be

    fully um plugged in and not necessarily

    being halfway

    during the summer right now i've made it

    that generally most afternoons i don't

    do a lot of stuff

    i'm now on the ramp up towards school so

    i'm doing more afternoon kind of things

    but

    i needed that during the school year

    i've done a lot better about

    unless i have an ex required thing at

    seven o'clock

    everything shuts off i don't check email

    anymore

    that's it i tell the students that as

    well and i tell them like hey if

    something's due the next day

    you're probably not going to email me

    the night it's due

    and i put it in the syllabi just so that

    they all know like

    and it's all as much just me trying to

    model for them that you need to do this

    you need to have some unplugging time i

    have a couple activities that i really

    love doing that i can

    get and completely engrossed in that

    will force me to not think about

    most educational or most of my

    professional work number one is

    rebuilding guitars and like messing

    around with their wiring i have a strat

    in the other room

    that i have rewired four times in the

    last week and a half

    and it still doesn't play and i don't

    know what it is but when i'm working on

    it

    hours pass and i listen to a podcast and

    i

    not once do i think about other stuff i

    also i've

    gotten really deep back into my vinyl

    collection well my vinyl

    i'm searching specific things i'm trying

    to not be a like a big collector i have

    tons of stuff a specific album so i'll

    come down here and

    i'm lucky i have an office space that's

    kind of nice and cool archives are down

    here and

    i'll just sit and listen to an album and

    i do the whole album

    just to kind of take a break those

    things have been really really important

    and i think the last one is i'm trying

    to

    differentiate like when i'm at work i do

    work stuff

    so like when i'm at my school office

    which i can't right now they're they're

    renovating it

    but like that's where i get all my

    school work done so this space that

    we're talking i actually don't do a ton

    of school work at anymore because i try

    to do it at work

    the notion of separation having

    something else to do

    and also having kind of a musical thing

    to do has been helpful

    i mean our dogs are always like

    they make you do something right and

    then i also have recently invested in a

    hammock

    so when it's not rainy i go out and lay

    in the hammock for an hour or so just to

    kind of clear my mind

    yeah sounds nice yeah it has been it's

    been one of the best investments i mean

    the fact that i have multiple things

    to share now i think when you and i met

    i would not have had anything

    that i could have shared that would have

    been my relaxation because i didn't

    value relaxation and then i had a mental

    breakdown

    so you know that's what happens i'm glad

    that you asked that because like i try

    really hard

    in my classes anymore even freshmen

    because i teach a

    freshman intro to college class i really

    try to

    impress upon them that also the notion

    of valuing rest

    and that rest is as central to getting

    things done

    as just trying to work on it and so like

    we talk about like

    okay you have this essay to write and

    how do you break it up

    okay well well i've got three hours to

    write right now i was like no no

    no that's good but like you might try

    that but your brain might not work that

    way

    and some peoples do but you should test

    out a couple different ways of

    approaching it because i think having

    these conversations is important

    it does break some of the stigma of

    talking about mental health

    it also breaks the stigma of feeling

    like you're selfish for

    taking care of yourself like i did i

    often felt like

    i should be doing this i should be doing

    that i should be doing that but the only

    person who thought i should be doing

    that was

    my brain that didn't want me to relax i

    don't know about for you

    but at least for me especially in the

    doctoral program

    there were so many high achievers in the

    program that

    even if one person was taking a break i

    would not be looking

    at that break i'd be looking at the

    other person who happened to not be

    taking a break at that time so it always

    just felt like well

    somebody out there is working really

    hard so i also need to be doing that

    yep it's almost that fear of missing out

    but in working

    there's some right now i see so many

    people who are like well i just

    published this i just published this

    like that's great for them that's really

    great for them i used to go like oh that

    sucks that i didn't do that

    and maybe that's one of the mental

    health secrets is

    knowing how to celebrate others and not

    to see their successes

    somehow tied to your failure all right

    so here's a quote that i like to

    review is from lao tzu so it's people

    don't get tired of enjoying and praising

    one who

    not competing as an all the world no

    competitor and that is a quote that like

    really sits with me and kind of

    resonates with what you were saying

    that's great

    so what do you wish there's more

    research on that could inform your own

    practices

    i mean i would love to see more research

    in music ed and

    in computer science in many educational

    fields that is informed by disability

    studies

    rather than just being informed by

    special education and i don't want to

    set up an inherent binary between those

    two things but they look at things

    differently

    and i don't think that we see the full

    nature of stuff by looking at one

    so i'd love to see more things i'd also

    just love to see these more

    intersectional or interactive

    approaches to disability to be used more

    often i mean we often still i mean i

    said

    social model and there's medical model

    but like those that binary is really

    problematic and it's

    been pretty much like discussed to death

    at this

    disability studies and everyone has

    their own model i mentioned alex lubitz

    social confluence approach which sees

    ability disability and even identity

    change

    at the moment of the space-time

    encounter

    and activity i think about patrick

    hupper's rhizomatic approach to

    disability that sees disability

    in a very intersectional kind of way

    that is never repeatable and always

    becoming

    and then also tom shakespeare's critical

    realist approach that

    he talked about whereas the medical

    model said

    my body disables me and social model

    says society disables me he says both my

    body and society can disable me

    that is interesting i think more things

    in those worlds would be helpful and

    then finally i think

    more pedagogical work that is based off

    the narratives first-person narratives

    of disabled folk

    folk with disabilities i think that

    we're beyond where

    an expert needs to explain what to do

    and we're at a good point where

    a good scholar can sit down with someone

    and craft something together

    and that person doesn't necessarily need

    the scholar but the scholar

    probably most likely needs that person

    so like maybe

    for reciprocity sake we do things where

    we are teaching each other and rather

    than just going and

    collecting data but like yeah i mean i'd

    love to see a

    thing about coding from a blind coder

    like

    i'd love to hear a conversation about

    that not necessarily about the

    accommodations they need but what they

    do

    right we don't need to sit and ask about

    accommodations

    from someone who's doing it right now

    just ask them how they're doing it

    that will show you their approach that

    is

    probably accommodative but i think more

    things like that would be very helpful

    and

    it wouldn't have to be speculative you

    know some of the wider disability theory

    stuff

    seems speculative when you don't have as

    many people

    sharing firsthand accounts yeah

    definitely plus on everything that you

    just said the only thing that i might

    add from a meta level is

    it would be nice if disability was like

    a demographic category that was

    normalized and discussed

    in research because it's often oh well

    here's the gender here's the race

    here's the etc of the population we were

    studying but it does not mention

    disability at all

    well the trick would be and this is

    actually something i would love to see

    as it is having being disabled

    demographically

    is different than being disabled in a

    lived experience way

    it's the same thing for race gender

    ethnicity our social categories our

    social identities

    are often run slightly different than

    our our personal identities and

    our embodiment in mind we could do a

    whole podcast episode on socially

    situated identities but that's for

    another time

    yes is there anything that you're

    working on right now that you could use

    some assistance with right now not so

    much pretty

    soon i will be i'm going to be working

    with a couple

    larger institutions as a disability and

    inclusion

    consultant on some large

    technology-based computer science

    adjacent

    projects i'll definitely share them your

    way whenever things come up

    i'm pretty excited about those but i

    can't even guess at what the things that

    would arise

    but i'm very excited to actually be in a

    large group and hopefully these grants

    get funded because we just need to do

    these cool big massive things

    where we're integrating a lot of

    different approaches and having people

    who

    can speak to different issues of

    representation

    and oppression do you have questions for

    the field or for myself

    i guess i have two kind of broad

    questions for you could really replace

    any discipline

    or field here but like how can and have

    disabled persons or persons with

    disabilities impacted computer science

    specifically computer science pedagogy i

    think if someone can't identify

    the way that those things are it might

    be something to have a conversation with

    themselves right

    disabled people are everywhere persons

    with disabilities are

    impacting lots of fields so it might

    behoove someone who is a cs teacher

    or a scholar to know the ways that

    disabled people people with disabilities

    have impacted their work and i also

    think about how might

    centering disability reframe computer

    science practices and assumptions

    like if we centered the notion of

    disabled

    embodiment and enlightenment as the main

    position

    what things would be identified as

    problematic what things would be

    identified as

    really probably not necessary because

    they're really holding up people doing

    important work and that could be

    anywhere from words

    to literal approaches to the metaphors

    we use

    i think those two things are the

    questions i ask myself related to almost

    any area that i'm in because it does

    help me

    rethink things right i mean like if i

    don't know i'm doing something and i

    don't know how

    disabled folk people with disabilities

    have impacted that i probably should

    know

    and if i don't think about what it might

    do to centering then

    i need to do that thought experiment and

    it can also be done more

    scholarly based right like a full-on

    critique i like that

    so the last question then is where my

    people go to connect with you

    in the organizations that you work with

    i could be found on facebook and twitter

    jesse rathgipper also could contact me

    at email which is

    j-e-s-s-e-r-a-t-h-g-e-b-e-r

    at a-u-g-u-s-t-a-n-a

    dot e-d-u so it's jesse rathgiver at

    augustana.edu

    you also might follow the james madison

    university center for inclusive music

    engagement

    something that i helped found and still

    intentionally connected to

    work that dave stringham who's the

    director there is doing is just really

    phenomenal

    and finally just might keep the

    disability studies and music education

    symposium

    as well as the disability studies and

    music education working group

    on your list of things to search out

    we're about to start this working group

    and i'm really excited about it but

    trying to be more coordinated about

    bringing disability studies into the

    field of music education

    and hopefully being able to share beyond

    that i think about like our colleague

    who we've brought up a couple times adam

    patrick bell

    his life is connected to technology and

    computer science

    almost equally as it is to music and so

    i'm certain that his contribution

    through this would probably have some

    useful things for

    folks in the cs field and with that that

    concludes this week's episode of the

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